Blame it on the weather
gloomy - 'glü-mE; 1 a : partially or totally dark; especially : dismally and depressingly dark b : having a frowning or scowling appearance : FORBIDDING c : low in spirits : MELANCHOLY 2 a : causing gloom : DEPRESSING b : lacking in promise or hopefulness : PESSIMISTIC
This kind of weather makes me sad. It reminds of the old Carpenter song my mom used to sing when I was way younger;
Rainy Days and Mondays always makes me cry.
Although it's not raining and it certainly is not Monday, I feel the same. I don't really know. These past few days, I have been melancholic and sad, which I should not be in the first place, well for one, Cebu just had a fantastic Sinulog and I myself enjoyed so much that day. Everyone was just having fun! The crowd was super crazy. But the night was more fun!!! Me and my officemates/friends went to Vudu that and danced the night away. There was this faboulous percussion group called the "La Carlota Drum Group" and they can play along any kind of music. I know that house music is fabulous but accompanied by these talented drumers, men, it was like being a big orgy. A long and rowdy Samba line. The jive, the beat was just rushing through every vein in my body.
But no. That was not enough to lift my spirits. I still feel like my heart is gum on the ground. Maybe it is because of the fact that thinggs at work are also not looking good. There are even some rumors going around that the site is going to close (As part of the management team, I should be dispelling these kinds of rumors, but I myself is having a hard time feeling hopeful!). Hay! I don't know what to think. I especially do not know what to feel.
So what now? What do you think? Well now, I think the main reason for this emotions is that I finally have realized what I feel towards him. I know what my freinds would say, that I have been denying it all along, yes, guilty as charged. But with that discovery also came the realization that I have fearing the most.
Same old story, not much to say, hearts are broken everyday. - Jewel
That is what I have been fearing all along. This is leading nowhere and my pitiful heart just cannot contain another heartbreak.
This kind of weather makes me sad. It reminds of the old Carpenter song my mom used to sing when I was way younger;
Rainy Days and Mondays always makes me cry.
Although it's not raining and it certainly is not Monday, I feel the same. I don't really know. These past few days, I have been melancholic and sad, which I should not be in the first place, well for one, Cebu just had a fantastic Sinulog and I myself enjoyed so much that day. Everyone was just having fun! The crowd was super crazy. But the night was more fun!!! Me and my officemates/friends went to Vudu that and danced the night away. There was this faboulous percussion group called the "La Carlota Drum Group" and they can play along any kind of music. I know that house music is fabulous but accompanied by these talented drumers, men, it was like being a big orgy. A long and rowdy Samba line. The jive, the beat was just rushing through every vein in my body.
But no. That was not enough to lift my spirits. I still feel like my heart is gum on the ground. Maybe it is because of the fact that thinggs at work are also not looking good. There are even some rumors going around that the site is going to close (As part of the management team, I should be dispelling these kinds of rumors, but I myself is having a hard time feeling hopeful!). Hay! I don't know what to think. I especially do not know what to feel.
So what now? What do you think? Well now, I think the main reason for this emotions is that I finally have realized what I feel towards him. I know what my freinds would say, that I have been denying it all along, yes, guilty as charged. But with that discovery also came the realization that I have fearing the most.
Same old story, not much to say, hearts are broken everyday. - Jewel
That is what I have been fearing all along. This is leading nowhere and my pitiful heart just cannot contain another heartbreak.
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